I do I really love it. The kisses, the hugs, watching Kason do something new almost everday. But sometimes its just soooo exhausting doing this ALL ALONE! My schedule is the same EVERY SINGLE DAY! Well at least during the week.
-get kason to daycare
-go to pt
-go home and shower
-go to work
-read a book to him (if I even have the energy)
-then put him in his crib only to scream his lungs out for 20 min till he falls asleep. (his new thing)
This schedule is just getting so old. Im exhausted did I mention im exhausted. Sometimes I just want to cry. I wish I had some help. I hate being so far from my sister and my brother who I know would help me. I wish I had a normal job that didnt care how fast I could run or cared how I handled my money, or a job that I could just quit. The Army is just NOT my style anymore and I cant wait until im out. February 2014 cant come quick enough! Ugh!